Over 100 times..
For some Damm reason, God wants me here on this Earth.
I don't know why.
But hey, since I haven't been able to kill myself, the government would be more than glad to help (MAID in Canada)
I'm not going to take them up on that offer, just yet.
I'm enjoying the ability to kick asses & hold feet to the proverbial fire.
I've not had an easy life & it's still a shit fest, in many ways.
But, apparently, it's mine to live, as best as I can.
Yep, that's depression you hear, good ole, mind crushing depression, sprinkle in some nasty ass PTSD, & social anxiety, & it's a big bowl of hell..
But hey, at least there's a life, a heartbeat, a fat ass wheeling around this world..
Ok nuff of the shit eating.
